Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Does it really matter?

"Who's that couple? Is it you?"

Some who read the previous post would ask.

Is it that important to reveal who the poor girl is? Does this matter the moral you get from the story? Afterall, it's just a story. A real-life story or a make-up story that would depend how readers define. Point or not, moral or not, it all depends on you...

Just enjoy...

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Sperm + Ovul = Precious

Sex is fun, but the consequences.....
Pregnancies, some overjoyed! Yet, there are regretion, and some just hated it that is when abortion would most likely come into place.

But there is another situation considering abortion. The story goes:

"Oops...my period skipped!"

Lets go back time around one month ago. It was wedding of a good fren of his. Going through the traditional wedding daytime was tiring after a night of bachelor drinking fever. All frens separated went home preparing for the grand night. They went home too and God knows what they did.

Night fall. That night ought to be a wonderful happy night for all, though, but disaster happen to this couple. Blame on some kind of dumb ass dropping traps of panadol! The girl was iced with fever, and the guy pill no. 15, also known as "dai kor" pill. Cool!!!

But, soon the coolness turn into heat! Heat of arguement hell knows what happen. Fight, yea fights, bombs just exploded between this couple. The guy was hitting pushing yelling at the girl out of sudden. Yes, he has transformed! No longer a smart gentleman, but a dai kor! Thats the response from pill no.15! Fights started, fren came pulling the poor girl away from the dai kor monster! They fetched her avoiding him, fearing he would hurt the girl. Minutes later, he called and apologise. The girl pleaded the frens to bring her to him, and she willing or rather stupidly went into his car.

Things was smooth for 60seconds, just as she wanted to care what happen, slaps came! She yelled to stop the car, but instead he increases the speed. Rather dumb, she opened the door and jumped! Yes, she was rolling on the floor and many saw the scene. Still the guy did not give mercy to her but drag her into the car cum slaps. He drived to the hospital, throw the gal into emergency clinic. Just on time, all the frens arrived. He took out his golf stick waving towards his frens. He has gone insane! None of them wanna notice him. Nurses gave the girl a jab to prevent infections.

They fetched her away, to a fren's house. She was given a room to rest, but she insisted the frens to search for the guy. She is hurt everywhere, from scratches to bruises, and a whole piece of skin came off the butt. She felt so lonely crying tiredly. "Knock Knock" Someone's at the door. A guy, a brother of one. He went in with some beer trying to comfort the poor girl. The tired girl cried till she fall asleep. Unknowingly, she was sleeping in HADES! That guy is no better than a wolf. She's hurt so badly, physically and mentally, but he don't give a damn. He ride onto her while she's tight asleep. She was so tired that she could hardly open her eyes till she realised what was happening. By the time she regained energies and pushed him away, the process was already at an end.

She sped off downstairs, leaving the naked wolf in the room. She donno what to do. "How could this be happening?" All she can do was cry. She decided to zip this not wanting anyone to know this shameful happening.

The frens came to fetch her in the morning. They found the guy at last. He still in his dai kor mode, draged her pushed her into the car and went to his house. His mother heard bout what had happened and asked. The guy has all the blame onto the girl. Poor girl, suffering physically, and was just abused over her soul, and now mentally. She was collapsing.

On the drive home, the girl was too tired after all the "abuses". She fall asleep. How she wished not to wake up forever. She felt ashamed to face the guy.

Dai kor mode ended at last. Looking at her scratches and bruises, he tear a drop or two, heartached. He woke her up, brought her dizzily swaying into the room, changed and cleaned her and medicated her. He watched her sleeping the whole night while he sat on the floor fearing to hurt her.

After the incident, he made a promise never would he take pill no.15.

"Oops, my period skipped!"
After testing with the pregnancy test stick, then to clinics, yes indeed confirm she is pregnant.

They were overjoyed, but they know they were too young, or rather that is just an excuse. They know that they were not able to provide a prosperous life to the kid, yet they want that precious little life so much.

The girl, on another hand was tremendously she was shaking with fear. Who the hell is the generic father? She burst into tears thinking she would go insane in another second! "Why why why must this happen to me?" She could not take it anymore, she is collapsing.

The couple discussed of the future of this precious living in the girl body. "We are uncapable to bring this baby up." Yes, indeed that is very true. The girl is not working, and the guy rather not so stable. "I know you love babies, its mine too. But i don't want to ruin his life! Though, what we decide now is very cruel. At least I think it would better than being cruel to him not capable to provide him a good living on earth!"

The girl agree. Yes, why bring him into the earth living when they self-knowingly that they are not able to bring this kid up a charming way. Finally, the guy brought her to the clinic for abortion. At then, the pregnancy was two minths old. They could see the little precious living life in the womb. The girl feel it in her so deeply, but knowing that the decision has to be taken. He look at the ultrasound screen, and kept quiet.

The abortion process begin. "OUCH"! The pain was not only a cut on the flesh, but in the heart, sharp and deep. Tears came rolling down her cheek.

"Baby is gone! Baby is gone!" The girl repeated continuosly. "Ya ya, I know that too!" The guy yelled back at last, irritatedly. "It's also my baby! We just have no choice! You think i very happy like this?" The guy stopped the car, opened the door walked off. The girl was alone tearing in the heart, followed by the teardrop from the edge of her eyes.

A short while later, the guy came into the car, gave the girl a look, hugged and pat the crying girl. She is confused! Does she want the baby or not, unknowingly the real father of the kid?! Should she be glad or grieve over it?

Till now, the happening sometimes ago still lays deep in her heart, without the guy's knowledge. Is she a liar? Did she lied to him? Did she cheated on him? Should she deserve him? Questions are all she have.

Poor girl she is.

When someone abort, i hope they really have a very good and convincing reasoning for themselves! Others, do not look only the surface and tell people off to take precautions before sex. Sometimes, thing do not happen they way it should be. There is a victim in every scene.

Friday, June 16, 2006

Heartless Management...

Funny...my ex-colleague called me just yesterday for some chats! Surprisingly, my ex-GM is pregnant. Just for your info, she's not married but screwed and now pregnant for more than 5 months. She's been hiding that till now! Wow...

Greg once described her as an "ah moh" standing in ChinaTown, blond hair, thick lips, fair, tall, with a really low cut blouse and short mini, criss cross black stockings, high cut boots...Imagine that. Well, no objection! She does have the potential to look so! Hehe...that is what the naughthy boyz would hope!

Well, NH management always have a one and only regulations to pregnant woman - FIRE!!! Singapore law has an advantage to pregnant woman, they get 3months maternity leave and are paid compare to only one miserable month in Malaysia. And in NH, any pregnant woman being disclose by the management, will be fire by anyway. Harman, an ex-operation planner, she is a poor lady. Married in Aug 05 and was pegnant in Oct 05. Happy she was, but the heartless management gave her so much stress. "Convince" her to change her job scope to a contracted one, make her stay late etc... Unfortunately, her baby destressed itself. She had a miscarriage. Ouch, isn't that painful. At then, her contracted appointment was still in discussed. Since she is no more pregnant, they continue her with her original permanent position.

After her honey moon in Dec 05, she was again pregnant. How happy and worry we all were for her. And the joy she have on her look was so satisfying. But NH did not let her off so easily. She was warned, yes warned, to accept the appointment letter, converting her permanent position to contracted by hourly basis for 6months with the same job same stress. In this way, any labourer could not sue the management, coz the pregnant lady is not fire instead she willingly changed her job appointment.Isn't the management too smart? Pay lesser for the same job done(pregnant woman need to go for medical check-ups often, which mean to be unpaid leave), no benefits given, no need being sued, no need pay maternity leave most important!!!

Cruel heartless i would say!

Of coz, Harman went through lotsa stress. But she was still coping well for the baby's forth-coming till something bad happen. She started to take leave and MC very often. Her pregnancies was no good after all. Reaching her third month of pregnancies, she started bleeding and having sharp pain at the abdomen. After a few days, her baby is gone AGAIN!!! OUCH....twice Ouch ouch...its painful...i know the feeling deeply down my heart!

Twice the miscarriages, lotsa thanks to "good" management of NH. She finally decided to leave NH which i think most of us would say YES it's good to leave and rest.

My 'dear' GM was already pregnant by then unknowingly. Smart ass she has, hiding her stomach for five months. Of coz, who would not be afraid to have the kind of treatment Harman just went through.

My advice, yes hide your stomach if you are pregnant just in case you face this kinda of damn heartless manaagement. BEWARE!!!

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Stress or Relax??

Phew...exam just ended, actually only one subject. Damn AUDIT!!
Atlast, time to do some little blogging!

Stress just finish guessing i could relax abit. But there are too much things how to relax?
I'm continuing my ACCA, should i proceed to Part 2 or Part 1? If only i'm confident to pass the Damn audit, then i could smoothly proceed to part 2...but i think the chance of failing is bigger! Aih... another half a year to be wasted. Stupid me! This is my x-time failing this damn subject somemore only CAT. Life so tiring already.

This company here... not so established, accounts hyper messy! Till now i cant find the full dead body. I have only one hand, some intestine, one leg, a few toes and fingers... Hey i'm a corpse founder or rather bone collector!!! OMG... oh my GOD... please do save me! This accounts here has never been balanced and somemore my boss can say " Aiya, very easy one, like this like that lor! haha..." Aiyo, taukeh you still can laugh ar...

How to relax lah me with so many many things... someone sure gonna fire me coz i alwaz worrying bout nonsense! But, the truth... yes i alwaz have alot of stuff in my mind, izit really nonsense?

Stress ar!!! Any suggestion to release stress?

Thursday, June 01, 2006

The Da Vincci Code...

I just watch this last Saturday nite.

Well, this movie is wonderful, but i find something quite ridiculous. Jesus Christ has heirs on the earth??? Erm, truely speaking i am finding hard to believe. Though i am not a christian, but since young i was raised by my aunt as one very different one. A religion which is different from "the world" other religion or christianity, one which have dozens of restriction, one which is real, which advantage all, which bring peace and harmony, which promise an everlasting-life in paradise, one which is known as the only truth with the only GOD. Jehovah Witnesses.

Yes. This religion was what i hated most in my teen as there was too much restriction! Later in my life, i started to know why there is "rules and regulation" like this. For eg, sex before marriage, they call fornication; drugs(of course), alcohol, smoking, no celebration not even christmas, no ang pao, no birthday cakes, no moon cakes, no rice dumpling...etc, whatever you can think of would be a strick NO NO! Except, one most very important celebration for JW, the great day, Jesus Memorial Day, Jewish calender Nisan 14. This was the day that Jesus had sacrifice his Perfect human body on a stake, not a cross, to cleanse our sin. Yes, no crosses like Roman Catholic, no worship to statue as GOD is in the mind and heart.

This indeed is a very very dificult yet could be easy to understanding. Take it this way, for eg if there was no sex before marriage, alot of unwanted pregnancies could be avoided; no alcohol then lesser abusing would happen; no smoking the earth would be fresher...bla bla bla!

My main blog is bout the movie lah. By the way, to know more that JW check this out http://www.carm.org/witnesses.htm, www.watchtower.org, www.jehovah.to.

So does Jesus really have decendants on earth? Is this true, can you believe that? The drawing of Da Vincci, the last supper. There were supposed to be Jesus and all his 11 disciple on the table. Its only Judas Iscariot, who betrayed Jesus Christ was not there. How could Mary Magdalene be there? I was shocked to hear that...

The Question is still, Jesus decendants is now on earth? Is that a joke?